Saturday, July 7, 2012

Rains


Mumbai and rains has got very intimate connection...
As soon as rain start mumbai starts changing her moods...
Everybody complains...But She looks as beutiful as she is..just like a newly married lady...
Mansoon in mumbai is all abut enjoying wetness all over....
May that be on Juhu, Marine, worli or gorai...
Whenever you travel wherever you travel...You can feel rain all over...Building touch sky and clouds wont allow them to do so...

Everyone complains about traffic jams, road blocks, Delay in train schedule, water blockage...But It is Mumbai....
Having cutting chai at bandra fort never taste so good...
Walking on sand bare feet at aksa never feel so special...
Bunking office and going for movie is every months affair...

Mumbai gets cozy in rains...so tender and fresh...
Sleeping in blanket listening to horns, furrrrrrrrrrrr noise of vehicles when they pass through a muddy path, Noise of rain drops falling on road simple amazing....
Its a very nice lullaby...

Find the innermost mumbai parts where you actualy enjoy rain....Like aarey milk colony, aksa beach, a turbon in charkop, best of all powai lake...you will find inner peace ..a true mumbai...



Sunday, February 6, 2011

Delicious ambiguity


I wanted a perfect ending

now I've learned,

the hard way,

that some poems don't rhyme,

and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle and end.

Life is about not knowing,

having to change,

taking the moment and making the best of it,

without knowing what's going to happen next....

To create is to destroy

Life is about geeting up out of your chair and doing something.

It is about doing nothing. making mess.

moving your hand and your body.

leaving a mark.

it is about doing.... action...finishing...Experimenting...

trying something.

It is about absurdity.

a creation.
evidence that you exist.

using materials,destructions.it is about fun...

doing the opposite.breaking the rules,

It is about ideas getting dirty,

making mistakes,

I am going to ask you to make a mark and its going to be messy

Dont worry about that...

Thats the point


I may have cheated and gone back for the other option a couple times. Unfortunately, that's just not the way the universe works. Life is a series of choices of varying degrees of importance & there is no going back and choosing the other page. You make your decisions & you & the world around you change accordingly. Instead of looking for the rewind button, all anyone can do is make the best of the world they've created for themselves, like it or not. Make better mistakes tomorrow.


Saturday, November 6, 2010

Saying GoodBye...


Its never been so easy to say GOODBYE forever...
I always have fear of loosing people...
I really feel that people are there in my life with a meaning ...They hold some position
which cant be replaced...

Yesterday I said goodbye to someone...
Forever and ever..

It was not so easy and still m not able to decide whether it is good or bad...
But somewhere I know Whatever decision is taken was by a person who thinks better for me...
And I have no regrets..
Atleast I got lesson to learn that you never get each and everything in your life..
sometimes you have to think for others...
Sometimes you get chance to live for others..and sometimes you loose everything but still you are stable state of mind...
its not so easy to forget someone just like that...but it is not so difficult also...


Thodasa dard thodisi khalish..
din chaar bas dard ke
aage bas kisi ke naam ki gujarish reh jati hai...

I believe
Some decisions are good..they have to be..because they r constructed by someone who knows you more than you do...

Tuesday, September 14, 2010


Today...
I learnt new lesson..
Some people are so damn mean..
They can go to any extent to make things happen for them...
They can praise you more and more..
They can even make you feel that you are the only one who can do the things for them..
When all the things are done..
They forget you..and things what you have done..


I met someone similar to above description..
When he was in need...we were in contact by all means of communication...
mails..msgs..phonecalls...chats..each and everything...

Now some big things are happening in his life...he didnt even bothered to convey it..
Well I know I should understand that someone may have some restrictions..some problems..
But I cant understand every time...


Y do people behave like this??
Well max thing I can do is...I m taking this
as learning for me..

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

What exactly...??




I m now habituated to my state of mind...
I always keep confusing myself..
I dont understand was that a mistake to trust someone....?
After knowing all things just because someone made me trust him...was that a mistake???
Should I expect atleast courtesies from him....???
why people Lie...
Why they need to control others life...?
Why the mess up things...and when they go away...why dont they take their memories....

At least person who is left behind wont be hurt...wont think about past...

Why people ask to wait and never turn up...?
If they really dont want to come back.....why dont they keep things direct.......?

Why love always hurts.............?


Was that really a mistake???
And what after this should I trust someone else...
Why I mess everything...

Lots of questions and no answer...

Friday, August 6, 2010

Some people...Who helped me becoming ME...


Today i have end up with my JAVA core course...
I have been visited Rajesh Patkar institute for this.
Rajesh sir is one of the people who shaped my life...
He didnt only taught me Java but spiritual thinking..Understanding,Problem solving and also How to think about anything...
A man with extreme energy and knowledge.
Hats off..


My mother....
She is yet another person of my life...
Im all here because of her.
I want to be like her....Her replica...Ditto....
Because of her profession or may be she is very good communicator
She understands and teaches every minute details of every single thing that we didnt even notice...
Not just because she is my mother ...Because all other people admire her capabilities of being herself (She is STAR of my family)....I found her a very nice human being...
We do not share a healthy mother and daughter relation...she does not have enough time and also m elder daughter so it might be taken for granted......
I dont remember that when was the last time she pampered me...
But Besides all of these reasons...She has stood for me...
Now When m maturing I understand that how difficult is being a mother a wife and professional..



Kanchan...
I met her in my graduation college...with thick spects, completely studious girl...
We became part of one group...
I never heard a word "NO" from her side...
She is very simple very down to earth and yet very dearest girl...
She has kid like heart....very clear......
She is completely adorable girl in my life...
I never seen her depressed..or crying...
There is no word called sad in her dictionary
The best buddy i have ever got...


Indira sant
Though I have read just a book of her "MRUDGANDH"...
she wrote a simplest things in day to day life...
The book is about very normal incidents that happens to everyone's life.
But noone could think of finding the beauty of it...Noone tries to figure out life will be tasteless of these things r not present..
She has even mentioned her bad patch but we never realize while reading that she has gone through so much while reading this book..
She never tried to sell her sorrows...



My brothers
My elder brother
Akshay da
He is best person...
Im what Im today just because he made me feel that even im capable to do something...
He is mentor..
He is best buddy one could have...

My younger brother
Tanay
I am elder to him...and thats why thankful to him...
Just coz of him I have got chance of being elder...
He is my best friend...
Though we dont get time to chit chat because of our schedules...
We share very nice relation...
We are best buddies of each others




Wednesday, August 4, 2010

I have all reasons to be happy...But smile left me...


How does it feel when you have done nothing wrong but still you are punished for that??
You have to go through all the pain and heartburning feeling...
Some months ago I met a person..
Who changed my life from root..
He made me think mature..
I am so thankful to him that he is a reason to make me change my behaving style..My frame of mind..
And of course made me think more serious toward my life...
He is not here now...lost somewhere in this world...
He is not in my life...Its not actually "NOT IN MY LIFE"...he is still there but in invisible state..Just like we have it in YM or Gtalk...:).....
I feel alone when he is not around..

I always used to think Loving someone means being with someone..roaming around..chit chatting........
but
when we are not together still I feel he is very close to me.
Directing me at every stage..
Its just when I achieve something I cant tell him...
I wish I could see him smiling..
I wish I could take away all his worries...

Now I am realizing how deeply I am in love with him...
and Its a wonderful feeling in this whole world...
I m not able to tell him...This three magical words...

Just my smile has left me...Its with him...........

But Im smiling...because I cant tell anyone how much it hurts me...
The heart burning feeling that I have inside is killing me...
This is the cost Im paying for loving someone......